back on

since i paid for this until next July, i might as well use it until that time.

Wow.....

I totally forgot that I still have subscription to xanga.....what's up ya'll!?!?!?!?!

So I got my ex working for me now, what's up with that.   The fxcked up thing is, she's married and supposedly going thru a divorce.   It's hard to believe her, it's just hard for me to believe someone nowadays.

Should I just keep my distance from her until she resolves her issues?   Problem is, she'd just lost her dad early '06, so I don't want to be such a jerk & be so cold.   My problem is, I care too much....I know I shouldn't, but that's just how I am.

What should I do?

Could this be it ?  Could a new beginning be my destiny?

I have to ponder & make some big decisions on this move & I guess I need to really consider whether I will leave everything I've done behind for a new beginning.

I am anxious, to say the least, but we'll see.... still have to see if it's a good fit for me and a good transition.

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I almost forgot about xanga.... it's nice to be back.

Nothing has changed much, I'm still working at the same shxthole (oops...) i mean FINE FIRM.

Some new opportunities are coming up and I think I should seriously consider moving this time.  There's nothing to keep me where I am at except agony and alot of frustration.

Anyhow... thats it for now.

BossHugo

I'm back...almost forgot about this weblog thingee!

Well, these 1/2 year has gone by real fast & things are a-changin'.

Work, the same old crap... clients good and bad, mostly bitch about what they didn't get.  WELL, if you had taken care of your shit all through out this time...maybe you wouldn't be knee-deep in crap!  It isn't my problem that they been mislead or uninformed by ppl. that have come and gone.

As far as my personal life, things have changed alot these 1/2 yr... yes, I met someone...but I don't know whats up or what will come of it.  Just gonna play it by ear & be cool about it.  I'm not into being the 3rd person anymore so either I cut off things that are coming or just let it all hang out.  I don't know, what do you think?

Anyhow, just got back from a club.......gonna chill for the rest of the wkend now.  Really need to get out of LA, this is truly a shithole.   I wouldn't mind relocating somewhere else to tell you the truth!

Peace, out.